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Ngantuk.. tido dulu.. hari yg sungguh penat!!
Friday, February 27, 2009
The name is Sofia!
Ngantuk.. tido dulu.. hari yg sungguh penat!!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
When it's over....
aku serious penat nk fikir.. boleh tak sehari aku tak fikir benda2 nie?
aku penat dan hilang daya pertahanan aku apabila tiba di hujung jalan.. jalan mana aku nk ambik? aku pun tak decide lagi.. tapi aku dah kena memulakan langkah.. akan aku cuba untuk tidak pandang belakang.. itu sahaja yg perlu aku lakukan untuk menriah kejayaan di future...
Apa aku merepek nie?? aku cuma penat dgn kerenah org sekeliling.. Tapi apakah daya. aku perlu melangkah walaupun sakit di hati ini..
Serious! aku sgt perlukan sesuatu sekarang!
aku penat dan hilang daya pertahanan aku apabila tiba di hujung jalan.. jalan mana aku nk ambik? aku pun tak decide lagi.. tapi aku dah kena memulakan langkah.. akan aku cuba untuk tidak pandang belakang.. itu sahaja yg perlu aku lakukan untuk menriah kejayaan di future...
Apa aku merepek nie?? aku cuma penat dgn kerenah org sekeliling.. Tapi apakah daya. aku perlu melangkah walaupun sakit di hati ini..
Serious! aku sgt perlukan sesuatu sekarang!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Failure
Kegagalan tidak bermaksud kita bodoh... Kegagalan juga tidak bermaksud kita tidak pandai.. Kegagalan hanya satu cara utk kita mengenal erti kehidupan dan bangun semula untuk teruskan perjuangan..
Kenapa pulak lah aku ckp sal kegagalan nie? tia2 muncul di kepala sengal aku nie..
Keja ok.. aku miss no wine & cheese party.. aku tak sure kenapa... tapi agak terasa la.. biar la hilang dlm udara saja keterasaan aku tue..
I just want to be alone
Kenapa pulak lah aku ckp sal kegagalan nie? tia2 muncul di kepala sengal aku nie..
Keja ok.. aku miss no wine & cheese party.. aku tak sure kenapa... tapi agak terasa la.. biar la hilang dlm udara saja keterasaan aku tue..
I just want to be alone
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Ego!
Manusia.... Kenapa mesti ego sgt tinggi dan tak nk mengalah.. dan kenapa mesti ada yg kena jugak me'lower'kan ego untuk menyelamatkan keadaan??
Manusia sentiasa mengomplain dan nk memerhati apa org bat atas dunia nie.. kenapa? kenapa perlu nk pass komen dgn apa yg terjadi.. kalau nk tolong tak per.. nie tidak.. asyik nk bising jer.. mintak tolong, tarik muka.. Mentang2 ko tua (konon dah rase semua la).. common la wei.. hidup nie tak pernah benti belajar la.. tak yah la tunjuk pandai kalau tak pandai.. dan jangan la sombong kalau ada yg muda lagi tahu apa yg perlu dibuat..
Aku penat la wei.. serious penat.. kenapa ada gak org babi cam nie lagi.. call me sombong.. but that's the fact.. malu seyh aku nk ngaku kawan n melayu!
Manusia sentiasa mengomplain dan nk memerhati apa org bat atas dunia nie.. kenapa? kenapa perlu nk pass komen dgn apa yg terjadi.. kalau nk tolong tak per.. nie tidak.. asyik nk bising jer.. mintak tolong, tarik muka.. Mentang2 ko tua (konon dah rase semua la).. common la wei.. hidup nie tak pernah benti belajar la.. tak yah la tunjuk pandai kalau tak pandai.. dan jangan la sombong kalau ada yg muda lagi tahu apa yg perlu dibuat..
Aku penat la wei.. serious penat.. kenapa ada gak org babi cam nie lagi.. call me sombong.. but that's the fact.. malu seyh aku nk ngaku kawan n melayu!
Monday, February 23, 2009
Selamat Hari Jadi yg ke-27 Kakakku!!
Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Jadi yg ke-27 kakakku!! my only kakak yg sgt sengal tapi dier la yg aku hidup 24 tahun bersama... Watever it is, sorry sbb present tak jalan.. hahahha...
Kerja ok ari nie.. tapi seperti biasa, sgt memenatkan... dgn pekerja yg lain yg sgt 'baik'... tak der apa yg boleh aku buat untuk mengubah perangai mereka.. aku hanya mampu untuk mengangguk dan menggeleng kepala.. cam lagu ahli piqir.. angguk angguk geleng geleng.... ok.. dah lari tajuk.. lolz...
Ambik akak aku dan balik umah.. p dinner di Italianis (ok fine, tak taw eja).. tapi aku sgt kenyang setelah tidak makan apa2 selain jampu batu.. bukan diet tapi kesuntukan duit.. tapi bagus jugak.. badan sudah tidak terkawal.. kena dpt balik shape yg sepatutnyer.. org yg dah lama tak jumpa aku confirm kater aku dah 'sihat'.. sebelum org berbuat demikian, akan aku cuba menurunkan balik berat aku... (kalau aku larat)
Aku sgt tgh hyper sekarang nie.. terlampau banyak gula di dlm badan... salahkan kakak aku kerana membawa kami sekeluarga ke Itallianis.. tak per.. Birthday dier.. nk buat cam maner... akhirnyer aku jejak juga kaki di Itallianis..
Aku yg tak birthday (lama dah birthday) pun dpt present dr bapak aku.. huhu.. bertambah koleksi toy2 di atas katil.. silap ari bulan aku pun tak nmpk sbb kena conquer ngan toy / bear yg hampir cukup sama besar dgn aku.. yg kuning tue la aku punya.. nama masih tidak ada.. yg pink tue kakak aku punya.. tunang dier bagi.. yg biru tue nnt aku kena bagi kat adik aku yg sengal tue..
Ok, esok aku kena jadi boss.. dan aku tgh hyper.. aku just harap aku tak tertido esok.. kepenatan dan kenyang melanda tetapi hypernyer dan tidak mahu tido pun ada.. gara-gara gula yg terlebih di dlm darah aku.. owh well... need to upload pictures in FB and play some games..
Kerja ok ari nie.. tapi seperti biasa, sgt memenatkan... dgn pekerja yg lain yg sgt 'baik'... tak der apa yg boleh aku buat untuk mengubah perangai mereka.. aku hanya mampu untuk mengangguk dan menggeleng kepala.. cam lagu ahli piqir.. angguk angguk geleng geleng.... ok.. dah lari tajuk.. lolz...
Ambik akak aku dan balik umah.. p dinner di Italianis (ok fine, tak taw eja).. tapi aku sgt kenyang setelah tidak makan apa2 selain jampu batu.. bukan diet tapi kesuntukan duit.. tapi bagus jugak.. badan sudah tidak terkawal.. kena dpt balik shape yg sepatutnyer.. org yg dah lama tak jumpa aku confirm kater aku dah 'sihat'.. sebelum org berbuat demikian, akan aku cuba menurunkan balik berat aku... (kalau aku larat)
Aku sgt tgh hyper sekarang nie.. terlampau banyak gula di dlm badan... salahkan kakak aku kerana membawa kami sekeluarga ke Itallianis.. tak per.. Birthday dier.. nk buat cam maner... akhirnyer aku jejak juga kaki di Itallianis..
Aku yg tak birthday (lama dah birthday) pun dpt present dr bapak aku.. huhu.. bertambah koleksi toy2 di atas katil.. silap ari bulan aku pun tak nmpk sbb kena conquer ngan toy / bear yg hampir cukup sama besar dgn aku.. yg kuning tue la aku punya.. nama masih tidak ada.. yg pink tue kakak aku punya.. tunang dier bagi.. yg biru tue nnt aku kena bagi kat adik aku yg sengal tue..
Ok, esok aku kena jadi boss.. dan aku tgh hyper.. aku just harap aku tak tertido esok.. kepenatan dan kenyang melanda tetapi hypernyer dan tidak mahu tido pun ada.. gara-gara gula yg terlebih di dlm darah aku.. owh well... need to upload pictures in FB and play some games..
Sunday, February 22, 2009
A day with lurves..
ok.. apart of aku terbaca blog Po dgn tidak berpuas hati dgn keadilan di pertandingan Phillip Jessup, aku kuar ngan rakan2 karib aku (my lurves).. walaupun hanya 2 saje, tapi 2 nie jer la yg mampu untuk memberi aku semangat di mana2 cara sekali manapun.. Mereka lah yg selalu di samping aku dan tidak pernah putus asa untuk menolong aku.. baik time senang, baik time susah..
Plan pertama untuk pergi melihat Geng.. tetapi rLia tak sihat sgt, maka bowling la jawapannyer! 3 frame.. aku menang satu and rLia 2 frame.. sorry Syah, tidak menang lansung.. hanya di tempat ke-2 dan ke-3.. jgn lawan tyco lor! (jgn marah yer)..
Selain bermain bowling, aku sedar yg si Syah nie memakai baju Manchester United.. Oiii.. ko tuka team ker atau ko support Man Utd.. tapi akan aku berbangga sebab dier memakai fav baju aku.. nasib aku tak pakai baju sama kalau tak, tak pasal2 org kater dier bf aku.. kes naya jer nnt! lolz.. tapi elok gak tue.. tapi team sebenar adalah Chelsea.. maka aku tak paham kenapa ko pakai baju Man Utd... lolz.. apa2 pun aku bangga!
Dinner di Sakea Sushi.. perh! setelah sekian lama tidak menjamu selera di situ.. Unagi kegemaran aku sentiasa di fikiran.. Walaupun duit tidak memadai, aku tetap makan.. aku pedulik apa.. lolz.. kemudian aku puasa 5 hari lagi.. perh.. mati aku cam nie...
Syah tak pernah makan sushi! dier tak suka bau dan rase.. dan hari ini dier telah memcuba makan obor2 sushi.. aku tak pasti namanyer.. tapi nyesal aku tak tankap gambar ketika dier memakan.. bukti dier memakan sushi! tapi kalau org tak caya, tanyer la rLia dan aku untuk kepastian.. yg pasti, dier tidak mahu makan sushi lagi.. lolz.. Sedap la Syah!
Esok dah nk keja.. I wish this would not end.. sengal2!! Birthday kakak kesayangan aku esok.. 3 hour in counting.. tapi dier lahir kul 5 ptg.. huhu.. tah lah.. anyways, mau buat keja2 yg sepatutnyer...
Plan pertama untuk pergi melihat Geng.. tetapi rLia tak sihat sgt, maka bowling la jawapannyer! 3 frame.. aku menang satu and rLia 2 frame.. sorry Syah, tidak menang lansung.. hanya di tempat ke-2 dan ke-3.. jgn lawan tyco lor! (jgn marah yer)..
Selain bermain bowling, aku sedar yg si Syah nie memakai baju Manchester United.. Oiii.. ko tuka team ker atau ko support Man Utd.. tapi akan aku berbangga sebab dier memakai fav baju aku.. nasib aku tak pakai baju sama kalau tak, tak pasal2 org kater dier bf aku.. kes naya jer nnt! lolz.. tapi elok gak tue.. tapi team sebenar adalah Chelsea.. maka aku tak paham kenapa ko pakai baju Man Utd... lolz.. apa2 pun aku bangga!
Dinner di Sakea Sushi.. perh! setelah sekian lama tidak menjamu selera di situ.. Unagi kegemaran aku sentiasa di fikiran.. Walaupun duit tidak memadai, aku tetap makan.. aku pedulik apa.. lolz.. kemudian aku puasa 5 hari lagi.. perh.. mati aku cam nie...
Syah tak pernah makan sushi! dier tak suka bau dan rase.. dan hari ini dier telah memcuba makan obor2 sushi.. aku tak pasti namanyer.. tapi nyesal aku tak tankap gambar ketika dier memakan.. bukti dier memakan sushi! tapi kalau org tak caya, tanyer la rLia dan aku untuk kepastian.. yg pasti, dier tidak mahu makan sushi lagi.. lolz.. Sedap la Syah!
Esok dah nk keja.. I wish this would not end.. sengal2!! Birthday kakak kesayangan aku esok.. 3 hour in counting.. tapi dier lahir kul 5 ptg.. huhu.. tah lah.. anyways, mau buat keja2 yg sepatutnyer...
It's always been him....
Aku sungguh free semalam.. selepas beberapa hari yg sgt cam cibai.. Saturday was the blast!
adik aku sentiasa sengal seperti Kak Su dier sendiri... aku syg dier sgt2.. and yes, dier la yg selalu meneutralkan keadaan rumah.. dan mood aku sentiasa stabil jikalau dier ada sekitar aku.. so yeah.. I cant be part from my own little brother.. bak kater adikku ini jugak "i tak de rmood tapi smpi umah Kak Su mesti mood ada balik sbb Kak Su ada"..
Apart of me kena wrestling with him.. and kena main PS2.. dia sgt bijak utk cuba aku kuar biler dia dah balik umah.. cam maner tue?? but it's really funny and makes me laugh alot.. chicky boy!
Adik aku yg Chicky!
After that, went out to Rasta Khemah.. buat cam rumah sendr siut!! hahaha.. but again, the owner taw and kenal us.. so, it would not be a problem for us.. lolz... jumpa the BHW Immortals (which I'm still a BHW).. had riddles,jokes,hyper and get along situation.. played game as well *faint*.. hahaha.. it's amazing actually.. a game in Facebok could combine certain numbers of person in the world.. aku tak cakap hanya dlm Malaysia.. all over the world actually.. I'm glad I'm part of them (walaupun sekali sekala jer jumpa mereka)...
Maka, ari nie nk pegi tgk upin ipin.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... tak sabr nk jumpa kawan2 sengal aku tue.. hahah.. sengal2 pun aku syg derang!
adik aku sentiasa sengal seperti Kak Su dier sendiri... aku syg dier sgt2.. and yes, dier la yg selalu meneutralkan keadaan rumah.. dan mood aku sentiasa stabil jikalau dier ada sekitar aku.. so yeah.. I cant be part from my own little brother.. bak kater adikku ini jugak "i tak de rmood tapi smpi umah Kak Su mesti mood ada balik sbb Kak Su ada"..
Apart of me kena wrestling with him.. and kena main PS2.. dia sgt bijak utk cuba aku kuar biler dia dah balik umah.. cam maner tue?? but it's really funny and makes me laugh alot.. chicky boy!
Adik aku yg Chicky!After that, went out to Rasta Khemah.. buat cam rumah sendr siut!! hahaha.. but again, the owner taw and kenal us.. so, it would not be a problem for us.. lolz... jumpa the BHW Immortals (which I'm still a BHW).. had riddles,jokes,hyper and get along situation.. played game as well *faint*.. hahaha.. it's amazing actually.. a game in Facebok could combine certain numbers of person in the world.. aku tak cakap hanya dlm Malaysia.. all over the world actually.. I'm glad I'm part of them (walaupun sekali sekala jer jumpa mereka)...
Maka, ari nie nk pegi tgk upin ipin.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... tak sabr nk jumpa kawan2 sengal aku tue.. hahah.. sengal2 pun aku syg derang!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Crash down
Aku lupa giler nk letak lap top aside semalam.. giler tak boleh bla.. nasib tido sebilik ngan kakak aku.. kalau tak, tak pasal2 rosak jahanam lap top aku nie.. lolz..
Semalam keja.. seperti biasa.. makin hari makin interesting aku kat sana.. byk betul aku leh kacau.. head of department aku pun aku boleh masuk air sekali.. aku syukur la aku tak dpt boss yg cam cibai.. eh chup, boss-boss aku semua cibai2 belaka.. hahah..
Dpt Lily dr client and HOD aku bagi aku bawak balik half of it.. apart from that, having one so-cute lawyer in the firm.. dan kegilaan dier yg sgt tak boleh bla.. buat aku gelak tawa kat office.. walaupun kekadang tue kena marah.. 5 minit kemudian, mesti lawak kembali.. lolz
I have to admit I am emotional lately.. due to some people who always push my button.. baik kat rumah mahupun di luar.. sgt malas sebenarnyer nk go on.. maka, saya buat hal sendiri balik.. seperti biasa..
pegi OU, ada la minah nie kate aku kawan dier walhal aku tak kenal pun dier.. boleh pastue dier nk jual produck.. apa ke banggangnyer.. ko kater ko kenal aku pastue aku kater tak kenal, ko nk jual barang kat aku.. ko ingat aku desperate sgt ker aku nk beli2 nie??
OTW balik, boleh pulak ada keta gila nie.. bagi signal kiri masuk kanan.. bagi signal kiri masuk kanan.. apa ke banggangnyer.. nasib bukan Ivvie kat belakang dier.. aku hanya mampu mengeleng2kan kepala aku...
Balik pulak, "adik potong reben, eh" hahaha.. giler tak boleh bla hari aku... tapi cam buat ngan ikhlas, aku tak kisah....
Semalam aku lupa nk p UM.. ampun fmaily mooting ku.. aku betul2 lupa.. tak der saper ingatkan aku.. meow.. aku pun lately sgt lupa akan benda2 penting.. jadi maafkan saya yer..
cakap nk pegi UM.. patutnyer ari nie aku p UM!! sengal.. esok pun ada.. tapi esok nk pegi tgk "betul betul betul" ngan sayang2 aku.. giler rindu derang seyh!
apa2 pun, aku harap Syasya lepas PTD.. same goes to my twin cousins!
*crashing down* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (nope.. didnt have alcohol, just some drinks) hahaha
Semalam keja.. seperti biasa.. makin hari makin interesting aku kat sana.. byk betul aku leh kacau.. head of department aku pun aku boleh masuk air sekali.. aku syukur la aku tak dpt boss yg cam cibai.. eh chup, boss-boss aku semua cibai2 belaka.. hahah..
Dpt Lily dr client and HOD aku bagi aku bawak balik half of it.. apart from that, having one so-cute lawyer in the firm.. dan kegilaan dier yg sgt tak boleh bla.. buat aku gelak tawa kat office.. walaupun kekadang tue kena marah.. 5 minit kemudian, mesti lawak kembali.. lolz
I have to admit I am emotional lately.. due to some people who always push my button.. baik kat rumah mahupun di luar.. sgt malas sebenarnyer nk go on.. maka, saya buat hal sendiri balik.. seperti biasa..
pegi OU, ada la minah nie kate aku kawan dier walhal aku tak kenal pun dier.. boleh pastue dier nk jual produck.. apa ke banggangnyer.. ko kater ko kenal aku pastue aku kater tak kenal, ko nk jual barang kat aku.. ko ingat aku desperate sgt ker aku nk beli2 nie??
OTW balik, boleh pulak ada keta gila nie.. bagi signal kiri masuk kanan.. bagi signal kiri masuk kanan.. apa ke banggangnyer.. nasib bukan Ivvie kat belakang dier.. aku hanya mampu mengeleng2kan kepala aku...
Balik pulak, "adik potong reben, eh" hahaha.. giler tak boleh bla hari aku... tapi cam buat ngan ikhlas, aku tak kisah....
Semalam aku lupa nk p UM.. ampun fmaily mooting ku.. aku betul2 lupa.. tak der saper ingatkan aku.. meow.. aku pun lately sgt lupa akan benda2 penting.. jadi maafkan saya yer..
cakap nk pegi UM.. patutnyer ari nie aku p UM!! sengal.. esok pun ada.. tapi esok nk pegi tgk "betul betul betul" ngan sayang2 aku.. giler rindu derang seyh!
apa2 pun, aku harap Syasya lepas PTD.. same goes to my twin cousins!
*crashing down* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (nope.. didnt have alcohol, just some drinks) hahaha
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Rehab
tidak.. bukan rehab centre... just something that I want to write...
sgt stress ngan hidup.. mana tak nyer.. ada org hack ym aku.. cam cibai.. kawan aku kater mungkin aku tak offline betul2.. nk offline betul2 cam maner kalau lap top aku tertutup rapi dlm bag and ym online tetibe pada kul 4am.. cam cibai!
Finally I'm out.. but just to buy something for myself.. spt magazine business yg menarik perhatian aku.. bread story.. and cigar! haha.. bukan utk saya tapi utk bapak kesygan saya itu.. :PP
seronok pulak jln sorg2.. tapi apakah daya.. duit tak banyak.. maka terpaksa la puasa.. kena p cari birthday present kakak lagi.. adeh.. pokai pokai..
sungguh penat ari nie.. yg penting, MAN UTD 3-0 Fulham.. hahahahhaha.. FA Cup tue.. ;) I'm loving it..
Esok Phillip Jesup di UM.. Aku harap sgt aku leh pegi tapi keja bertimbun dan ada pulak date pada waktu mlm.. eh chup.. bukan date.. hanya keluar bersama kawan karib..
sgt stress ngan hidup.. mana tak nyer.. ada org hack ym aku.. cam cibai.. kawan aku kater mungkin aku tak offline betul2.. nk offline betul2 cam maner kalau lap top aku tertutup rapi dlm bag and ym online tetibe pada kul 4am.. cam cibai!
Finally I'm out.. but just to buy something for myself.. spt magazine business yg menarik perhatian aku.. bread story.. and cigar! haha.. bukan utk saya tapi utk bapak kesygan saya itu.. :PP
seronok pulak jln sorg2.. tapi apakah daya.. duit tak banyak.. maka terpaksa la puasa.. kena p cari birthday present kakak lagi.. adeh.. pokai pokai..
sungguh penat ari nie.. yg penting, MAN UTD 3-0 Fulham.. hahahahhaha.. FA Cup tue.. ;) I'm loving it..
Esok Phillip Jesup di UM.. Aku harap sgt aku leh pegi tapi keja bertimbun dan ada pulak date pada waktu mlm.. eh chup.. bukan date.. hanya keluar bersama kawan karib..
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Oily skin....
aku dah makin fed up dgn muka aku.. tak habis2 nk timbul pimple atau blackhead.. yg si kakak duk bising aku asyik teringat pada seseorg, tue yg naik kat muka.. sengal!
tak der kena mengena pun dgn title kat atas.. dah penat cari tajuk.. lolz
tak pegi sauna ari nie sbb adik kesygan aku tue ada presentation esok.. maka esok baru sambung pegi sauna.. aku tak taw apa nk buat.. nk kuar, tak der saper.. duduk umah, mmg never ending keja la.. nk tido, awal sgt.. *damn*
Syahrul ajak p murni satu hari.. tapi aku tak taw cam mane.. but there's always a way to go and see them.. aku rindu sama mereka.. *adeh*
Keja ok.. seperti biasa, ada je typical Malay di office aku tue.. tapi masuk telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri.. yg penting, aku ada HOD yg sesengal aku..
Kemalasan tuk membuat bunga pahar.. tapi kena buat.. memaksa diri sendiri tuk buat.. sbb dgn cara nie jer boleh habiskan masa aku kat rumah nie.. (macam nk buat part time pun ada gak nie).. Blog inai aku pun aku tak update lagi.. kenapa la lately aku sungguh malas tuk membuat keja.. belajar pun aku tak start lagi (tunggu result keluar dulu baru start belajar).. gile alasan tak boleh bla!
It's 10pm and I'm bored... ngantuk dan penat tapi tak leh tido lagi.. nnt terbangun extra awal! *adeh*
tak der kena mengena pun dgn title kat atas.. dah penat cari tajuk.. lolz
tak pegi sauna ari nie sbb adik kesygan aku tue ada presentation esok.. maka esok baru sambung pegi sauna.. aku tak taw apa nk buat.. nk kuar, tak der saper.. duduk umah, mmg never ending keja la.. nk tido, awal sgt.. *damn*
Syahrul ajak p murni satu hari.. tapi aku tak taw cam mane.. but there's always a way to go and see them.. aku rindu sama mereka.. *adeh*
Keja ok.. seperti biasa, ada je typical Malay di office aku tue.. tapi masuk telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri.. yg penting, aku ada HOD yg sesengal aku..
Kemalasan tuk membuat bunga pahar.. tapi kena buat.. memaksa diri sendiri tuk buat.. sbb dgn cara nie jer boleh habiskan masa aku kat rumah nie.. (macam nk buat part time pun ada gak nie).. Blog inai aku pun aku tak update lagi.. kenapa la lately aku sungguh malas tuk membuat keja.. belajar pun aku tak start lagi (tunggu result keluar dulu baru start belajar).. gile alasan tak boleh bla!
It's 10pm and I'm bored... ngantuk dan penat tapi tak leh tido lagi.. nnt terbangun extra awal! *adeh*
Monday, February 16, 2009
PERIOD!!
Org sentiasa ada sahaja benda yg ingin menyampaikan saya.. ok.. aku nk berhenti berbahasa baku.. sangat annoying ok!! Aku kena stop semua benda nie..kenapa perlu aku ikut apa org kate.. kenapa aku perlu terima apa org tegur?? seriously, this is my blog and I would love to do whatever I want!
Perangai org lately mmg menguji kesabaran aku.. dulu aku boleh sabar.. tapi sekarang, makin menjadi2 emosi aku..
aku ada cara aku sendiri.. ko ada cara ko, ko buat la.. tak perlu nk past judgement tentang diri aku.. aku mungkin muda dan byk lagi benda nk kena lalui.. but apa yg aku lalui lately sungguh membuatkan aku berfikir panjang.. so, if nk pass judgement, please keep it to your self...
seriously.. if seseorg nk advice, aku tak kisah.. seriously.. but to advice and to condem habis2an.. advice ker tue?? comonlah! you dun even know me inside out.. you want to pass judgement.. please ar.. who are you to me??
Yes, aku emosi ari nie.. byk benda jadi kat office yg aku betul2 tak suka.. perangai manusia sungguh unpredictable.. tapi aku berjaya melepasi halangan ari ini.. tunggu jer la esok..
tak der mood.. nk pegi buat bunga pahar.. lagi seronok dr menyakitkan hati sendr.. tak pasal2 putus urat aku...
Perangai org lately mmg menguji kesabaran aku.. dulu aku boleh sabar.. tapi sekarang, makin menjadi2 emosi aku..
aku ada cara aku sendiri.. ko ada cara ko, ko buat la.. tak perlu nk past judgement tentang diri aku.. aku mungkin muda dan byk lagi benda nk kena lalui.. but apa yg aku lalui lately sungguh membuatkan aku berfikir panjang.. so, if nk pass judgement, please keep it to your self...
seriously.. if seseorg nk advice, aku tak kisah.. seriously.. but to advice and to condem habis2an.. advice ker tue?? comonlah! you dun even know me inside out.. you want to pass judgement.. please ar.. who are you to me??
Yes, aku emosi ari nie.. byk benda jadi kat office yg aku betul2 tak suka.. perangai manusia sungguh unpredictable.. tapi aku berjaya melepasi halangan ari ini.. tunggu jer la esok..
tak der mood.. nk pegi buat bunga pahar.. lagi seronok dr menyakitkan hati sendr.. tak pasal2 putus urat aku...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Manage to go through!!!
Apa itu Hari Kekasih? tah.. malas nk smbut.. kerana ada kena mengena ngan Kristian.. dan terlampau byk kisah lama di tarikh tersebut.. Tapi semlm sememangnya sgt pedih di hati selepas menerima msg daripada seseorg.. tetapi apakah daya, saya hanya mendiamkan diri dan meng'off'kan telefon saya..
Ye, org akan tertanya2 kenapa saya berbahasa Melayu.. Sungguh aneh dan sungguh penat saya ingin memikirkan perkataan yg sepatutnya memandangkan saya selalu mempraktikkan diri saya dengan Bahasa Inggeris.. itu pun kerana satu ketika dahulu, saya malu dan takut utk berbahsa Inggeris.. hanya kerana takut silap.. tapi kita semua manusia.. perlu belajar dari kesilapan... Saya tidak kisah jika ditegur tetapi jikalau menegur dan dapati sesuatu tak kena, mmg hati ini panas.. tapi memandangkan saya berbaik hati, saya menerima teguran tersebut dan lihatlah apa yg sedang terjadi di entry ini...
Saya mungkin akan menggunakan pelbagai kesalahan tatabahasa.. maka, saya memohon maaf jikalau saya ini tidak berjiwa Melayu..
Menjelang pagi ini, saya pergi berjogging seperti biasa.. dan pelbagai kerenah saya temu pada hari ini.. ada yg membincangkan hal politik.. ada yg membincangkan perkara rumah tangga.. ada juga yg hanya membawa anak2 berjalan2... saya hanya mampu senyum apabila melihat gelagat mereka.. jumpa mamat handsome and comel tetapi semua membawa partner masing2.. melepas lagi... Tidak seperti hari2 biasa, saya terbuat terlebih pusingan pada hari ini..entah kenapa, mood saya ingin melihat org sekeliling memandangkan saya sungguh tertekan dgn hidup saya sejak kebelakangan ini.. mungkin dgn cara ini saja saya boleh melepaskan tekanan saya.. Bak kata mak saya, jgn marah2, nanti putus urat.. hehe..
Syg2 saya tiba di rumah saya.. hanya untuk menjenguk saya.. Sweetkan! ^_^ tetapi hanya rLia & teman lelakinyer.. Syasya tidak mengikut dan saya harap dia tidak kecik hati.. akan tetapi, sungguh rindu saya sama dia.. Jikalau kesempatan, saya sungguh berharap Murni lah jawapan tuk bersuka ria.. saya pun sudah lama tidak meng'hyper'kan diri saya bersama rakan2 yg saya sayang sgt.. *sigh* saya pelu membuat aktiviti baru bersama rakan2 di sini.. tidak adil kerana hati saya hanya di SA dan bukan di TTDI.. tapi mereka pun busy ngan hidup masing2, jadi bagaimana?
Tidak ada benda yg perlu dituliskan di sini buat sementara waktu.. kepenatan melanda.. mungkin kemudian hari baru saya meneruskan tujuan blog ini dibuat..
Ye, org akan tertanya2 kenapa saya berbahasa Melayu.. Sungguh aneh dan sungguh penat saya ingin memikirkan perkataan yg sepatutnya memandangkan saya selalu mempraktikkan diri saya dengan Bahasa Inggeris.. itu pun kerana satu ketika dahulu, saya malu dan takut utk berbahsa Inggeris.. hanya kerana takut silap.. tapi kita semua manusia.. perlu belajar dari kesilapan... Saya tidak kisah jika ditegur tetapi jikalau menegur dan dapati sesuatu tak kena, mmg hati ini panas.. tapi memandangkan saya berbaik hati, saya menerima teguran tersebut dan lihatlah apa yg sedang terjadi di entry ini...
Saya mungkin akan menggunakan pelbagai kesalahan tatabahasa.. maka, saya memohon maaf jikalau saya ini tidak berjiwa Melayu..
Menjelang pagi ini, saya pergi berjogging seperti biasa.. dan pelbagai kerenah saya temu pada hari ini.. ada yg membincangkan hal politik.. ada yg membincangkan perkara rumah tangga.. ada juga yg hanya membawa anak2 berjalan2... saya hanya mampu senyum apabila melihat gelagat mereka.. jumpa mamat handsome and comel tetapi semua membawa partner masing2.. melepas lagi... Tidak seperti hari2 biasa, saya terbuat terlebih pusingan pada hari ini..entah kenapa, mood saya ingin melihat org sekeliling memandangkan saya sungguh tertekan dgn hidup saya sejak kebelakangan ini.. mungkin dgn cara ini saja saya boleh melepaskan tekanan saya.. Bak kata mak saya, jgn marah2, nanti putus urat.. hehe..
Syg2 saya tiba di rumah saya.. hanya untuk menjenguk saya.. Sweetkan! ^_^ tetapi hanya rLia & teman lelakinyer.. Syasya tidak mengikut dan saya harap dia tidak kecik hati.. akan tetapi, sungguh rindu saya sama dia.. Jikalau kesempatan, saya sungguh berharap Murni lah jawapan tuk bersuka ria.. saya pun sudah lama tidak meng'hyper'kan diri saya bersama rakan2 yg saya sayang sgt.. *sigh* saya pelu membuat aktiviti baru bersama rakan2 di sini.. tidak adil kerana hati saya hanya di SA dan bukan di TTDI.. tapi mereka pun busy ngan hidup masing2, jadi bagaimana?
Tidak ada benda yg perlu dituliskan di sini buat sementara waktu.. kepenatan melanda.. mungkin kemudian hari baru saya meneruskan tujuan blog ini dibuat..
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
almost lost a friend
I was hyper this morning.. for what ever reason, I dun know.. I arrived at the office and fell down the stairs.. I felt different after that incident.. I got worried but I manage to distract my mind through my work... Until one point, I got really worried as I msg my office mate - Kumanan, he did not reply.. I e-mail to him this morning, he did not reply.. it's definitely not like him...
the time flies so fast today.. until it's 445pm, I got to know from Mil that Man was involved in an accident.. I thought he was joking around.. but again, it was true.. I got really contemplating whether to go and visit him.. since I dun know the way to Hosp UM/Uniersity Hospital.. wanted to tag along with the others but I'm sure I'll get lost on my way back home.. I've asked my head of department for the directions and still could not convince myself to go alone.. So I called Jazim as I remembered she always went to UH for checked up.. she's free and I took the oppurtunity to go (since he is very friendly/crazy at the same time)... So I would not felt guilty over it...
I went there and had my time with my bestie as well.. Knew the road since it's just next to UM(silly me).. arrive there and search for the counter as I've always hate to go to UH cuz it's still under construction!!
found the counter and he's still in emergency & trauma ward.. went there and found him outside waiting for his dad to take him back home.. he was discharged..! I saw some disappointment in him as I got to know his girl also injured and more injuries compared to him.. Got the whole story on how he was involved in the accident.. and by the way his mom was telling us about the condition of his motorbike, I'm really grateful and glad that he and his girl are ok.. I know this would be tough for him.. he is still him! but again, I could see his mind thinking of sooo many things... and I'm glad to be there at the correct time & place..
Went back and felt relief because I've made the correct choice to go and visit him.. I just could pray for the best and hope they would recover soon.. Even though I've known him only for 5 months (counted from the days of my first day in the office), he has become part of my friends..
At the same time... I would like to say... I love all my frens.. and I've missed them so much!! especially the one who are close to me.. they know who they are..
appreciate your friends before you loose them.. because we would never know what's going to happen to us or them, tomorrow or a day after..
the time flies so fast today.. until it's 445pm, I got to know from Mil that Man was involved in an accident.. I thought he was joking around.. but again, it was true.. I got really contemplating whether to go and visit him.. since I dun know the way to Hosp UM/Uniersity Hospital.. wanted to tag along with the others but I'm sure I'll get lost on my way back home.. I've asked my head of department for the directions and still could not convince myself to go alone.. So I called Jazim as I remembered she always went to UH for checked up.. she's free and I took the oppurtunity to go (since he is very friendly/crazy at the same time)... So I would not felt guilty over it...
I went there and had my time with my bestie as well.. Knew the road since it's just next to UM(silly me).. arrive there and search for the counter as I've always hate to go to UH cuz it's still under construction!!
found the counter and he's still in emergency & trauma ward.. went there and found him outside waiting for his dad to take him back home.. he was discharged..! I saw some disappointment in him as I got to know his girl also injured and more injuries compared to him.. Got the whole story on how he was involved in the accident.. and by the way his mom was telling us about the condition of his motorbike, I'm really grateful and glad that he and his girl are ok.. I know this would be tough for him.. he is still him! but again, I could see his mind thinking of sooo many things... and I'm glad to be there at the correct time & place..
Went back and felt relief because I've made the correct choice to go and visit him.. I just could pray for the best and hope they would recover soon.. Even though I've known him only for 5 months (counted from the days of my first day in the office), he has become part of my friends..
At the same time... I would like to say... I love all my frens.. and I've missed them so much!! especially the one who are close to me.. they know who they are..
appreciate your friends before you loose them.. because we would never know what's going to happen to us or them, tomorrow or a day after..
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Can't go, Postponed, V-days, what else??
I could not go to Ipoh due to some problems that occurs now in Ipoh.. *enough said*
Rihanna's concert postponed due to fights between Rihanna and Chris Brown.. Guys would always be idiot.. beating women not a way to solve problem *gosh*
V-day.. Yes, not celebrating but the date is a horror date for me.. the date that I wish I would not see.. I just hope I wont remember at all..
tired of hoping and letting go everything... and just live the life WHICH I would not know how to explain...
*breaking into pieces*
Rihanna's concert postponed due to fights between Rihanna and Chris Brown.. Guys would always be idiot.. beating women not a way to solve problem *gosh*
V-day.. Yes, not celebrating but the date is a horror date for me.. the date that I wish I would not see.. I just hope I wont remember at all..
tired of hoping and letting go everything... and just live the life WHICH I would not know how to explain...
*breaking into pieces*
Monday, February 9, 2009
I want more holiday... *damn*
today is a sunny day... to be correct, today is definitely a HOT damn day!!
I decided (actually, my mom decided) to go to Ikea.. to buy some boxes and have lunch.. like always, having meatballs there (which I was craving about) makes me smile in the end.. But again, today is the last day of celebrating Chinese New Year (I think) and there is still lion dance.. I hate my mom and my sister for that.. they just dun drop it.. and I refuse to talk about it.. (shut up sis!)
I got msg from a long lost fren.. well, not consider as my fren but again, he has been there (sometimes).. I'm happy cuz that person keep in touch...
and today I've asked my mom bout my trip to Ipoh.. Yehaaaa.. I'm going to Ipoh.. happy happy happpY!!!
can't wait for Friday.. concert Rihanna, here I come.. but again, can I skip the following day.. it's a day that I wish I would not go through.. at least for this year.. (life goes on).. I might bring all the singles out.. boleh p ronggeng, maybe at laundry or lepaq.. depends on situation.. still did not decided on 12th, whether to go or not.. ermmmmm...
life continues...........
I decided (actually, my mom decided) to go to Ikea.. to buy some boxes and have lunch.. like always, having meatballs there (which I was craving about) makes me smile in the end.. But again, today is the last day of celebrating Chinese New Year (I think) and there is still lion dance.. I hate my mom and my sister for that.. they just dun drop it.. and I refuse to talk about it.. (shut up sis!)
I got msg from a long lost fren.. well, not consider as my fren but again, he has been there (sometimes).. I'm happy cuz that person keep in touch...
and today I've asked my mom bout my trip to Ipoh.. Yehaaaa.. I'm going to Ipoh.. happy happy happpY!!!
can't wait for Friday.. concert Rihanna, here I come.. but again, can I skip the following day.. it's a day that I wish I would not go through.. at least for this year.. (life goes on).. I might bring all the singles out.. boleh p ronggeng, maybe at laundry or lepaq.. depends on situation.. still did not decided on 12th, whether to go or not.. ermmmmm...
life continues...........
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Spring cleaning...
Yes.. it's damn early to start the spring cleaning.. but due of lacking of workers in the house, we need to start as early as possible.. I guess, I'm too tired to do everything.. But at the same time, I'm amazed that my mom could handle all this ever since she was born (I guess).. anyways, today we starts with my dad's room.. tooooooooooooo many treaure that should be treasured a long time ago.. the outdated books.. the long2 documents (only God knows the age of those documents) and other stuff..
Having a big family (I mean cousins) is really advantage for me.. But I'm glad they can communicate with me well lately.. and I'm happy to be their cousin (I am.. truthfully!)
So I did not went and buy the tickets for sunburst since today is a very hot day and makes my eye close every minute of my day today.. (damn it).. But I guess, I'll go whatever it is.. I'll put aside the money just incase of me changing the mind...
at the same time, I really hope I could go to Ipoh.. what is in Ipoh.. many2 things.. anyways, I hope I'll have the guts to talk it out..
Tomorrow holiday! weeeeeeeeeeeee.... But again, I'll be spring cleaning again.. I need to get a life!! *sigh* and the one who is getting married is out again... (thinking)
Got to go and have some idea on the weddings.. thought of having henna on my hand.. just missing drawing.. I didn't even update my inai blog! Damn!!!
Having a big family (I mean cousins) is really advantage for me.. But I'm glad they can communicate with me well lately.. and I'm happy to be their cousin (I am.. truthfully!)
So I did not went and buy the tickets for sunburst since today is a very hot day and makes my eye close every minute of my day today.. (damn it).. But I guess, I'll go whatever it is.. I'll put aside the money just incase of me changing the mind...
at the same time, I really hope I could go to Ipoh.. what is in Ipoh.. many2 things.. anyways, I hope I'll have the guts to talk it out..
Tomorrow holiday! weeeeeeeeeeeee.... But again, I'll be spring cleaning again.. I need to get a life!! *sigh* and the one who is getting married is out again... (thinking)
Got to go and have some idea on the weddings.. thought of having henna on my hand.. just missing drawing.. I didn't even update my inai blog! Damn!!!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Sunday or Saturday... does it matter??
Woke up and thought it was Sunday.. sooo damn hot.. well, technically I'm the one who is hot (doesnt sound right).. having fever in the morning.. migrain afterwards..
Thought of thinking to go to Sunburst!! but again, the money I dun know where to get.. Working isnt enough!! tomorrow would be the last day for the early price.. ermm.. still thinking...
Went and find some stuff for my sister's wed today.. makes me thinking of my ambition of becoming the mak andam for weddings.. Well, I do love things that makes me smile in the end.. I love weddings.. But that's my plan in future.. not now!
My room will be change tomorrow.. no more teenagers life.. damn! I'm old... all my sister's fault..
Anyways, I have soo much of imagination now days.. But again, one step at a time.. and I realised I forgot to go to Seafield.. what the heck.. I'm leaving from that college soon.. ;)
Thought of thinking to go to Sunburst!! but again, the money I dun know where to get.. Working isnt enough!! tomorrow would be the last day for the early price.. ermm.. still thinking...
Went and find some stuff for my sister's wed today.. makes me thinking of my ambition of becoming the mak andam for weddings.. Well, I do love things that makes me smile in the end.. I love weddings.. But that's my plan in future.. not now!
My room will be change tomorrow.. no more teenagers life.. damn! I'm old... all my sister's fault..
Anyways, I have soo much of imagination now days.. But again, one step at a time.. and I realised I forgot to go to Seafield.. what the heck.. I'm leaving from that college soon.. ;)
Friday, February 6, 2009
My first post!
Yes, I finally come out from the shell.. after a long break of everything...
My first entry.. Yeay! We'll see how it goes..
Anyways, people would tend to ask why? I dun have the specific answer for that.. I dun know why.. I just feel like it.. The title, seriously, blame it on my office mate.. I couldn't think of anything else accept this title.. what does it means?? Figure it urself...
Today is 6th February.. I'm not in the mood and I've been stressed up for certain matter.. Not that well and still went to work (with my own willingness).. I love my job and would try to know harder in future.. One step at a time.. [How weird.. I'm not in the mood but in the mood of making a new blog??]
I could not know where I am or what I am.. haha! Yes, I'm a human being.. with feelings of course..
What I've learn today?? Never too kind to people.. they tend to take you for granted and walk away.. But again, that's life.. there's people is happy-go-lucky.. there's people who really2 take serious of their work.. and sometimes there's people who is definitely the pain in the ass!! But again, that's life!
Received wall post from Po.. wanting to go and Ribena.. I guess I need to treat him since he's not in a good condition.. will go if only I'm 100% free from flu+sore throat+fever+asthma...
I need to go and sleep already.. well, technically going to have my dinner and eat my medicine.. I hope I could sleep tonight.. Just missing my rabbits and there's new dog barking behind my house.. I wonder what dog is that..
*thinking*
My first entry.. Yeay! We'll see how it goes..
Anyways, people would tend to ask why? I dun have the specific answer for that.. I dun know why.. I just feel like it.. The title, seriously, blame it on my office mate.. I couldn't think of anything else accept this title.. what does it means?? Figure it urself...
Today is 6th February.. I'm not in the mood and I've been stressed up for certain matter.. Not that well and still went to work (with my own willingness).. I love my job and would try to know harder in future.. One step at a time.. [How weird.. I'm not in the mood but in the mood of making a new blog??]
I could not know where I am or what I am.. haha! Yes, I'm a human being.. with feelings of course..
What I've learn today?? Never too kind to people.. they tend to take you for granted and walk away.. But again, that's life.. there's people is happy-go-lucky.. there's people who really2 take serious of their work.. and sometimes there's people who is definitely the pain in the ass!! But again, that's life!
Received wall post from Po.. wanting to go and Ribena.. I guess I need to treat him since he's not in a good condition.. will go if only I'm 100% free from flu+sore throat+fever+asthma...
I need to go and sleep already.. well, technically going to have my dinner and eat my medicine.. I hope I could sleep tonight.. Just missing my rabbits and there's new dog barking behind my house.. I wonder what dog is that..
*thinking*
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